I Do Too But Feel Guilty

I live in a relatively sexless marriage but then my wife is ill through crohns and epilepsy.So isnt that a little unfair for me to complain about it?Sex usually ends up with her in pain and me feeling bad cos I experienced sexual feelings.But am I not to feel turned on?Or what is the point of it?But then...if she's in pain because of it,surely that's my fault for needing the sex in the first place.Therefore,I should remain celibate.Soryy I'm rambling here...too many lagers hic.
whitegold65 whitegold65
51-55, M
Aug 4, 2007