Long Term Health Effects
I told my story a while ago. I just wanted to tell everyone something I learned today.
I recently started taking Yoga and today was an open house. After the class, everyone sat in a circle and spoke. Somehow the topic of Cancer came up. The teacher told the class that she got into yoga after she was diagnosed with breast cancer. I had brought a friend of mine to the class who for some reason decided to ask her what she thinks caused her Cancer. Her response was she had a "cold spot" around her heart. She did not get into details about what it felt like but she said it was cold because she was not doing what "she was supposed to be doing in life" She said that "cold spot stagnent area" in her chest led to Cancer.
Now I have not sure she meant exactly by "cold spot" but I can tell you I have been thinking about it all day. I feel a horrible heavy feeling across my chest a lot of the time. I wonder if that is what she felt. I REALLY feel it when I call him at work and he seems annoyed, when I hug him and he freezes up, when I go to bed alone at night and sometimes cry myself to sleep, when I am bored and wish I could go somewhere and hang out with him but he just sits at the computer, when I just want ANY attention just a kiss let alone sex and I cant get anything even though he is in the same house it gets heaver. I am noticing it is getting heavier and more familiar.
We all talk about how these situations are effecting our self esteem etc.... but this could REALLY be effecting our health well beyond the common sense health disadvantages of not having sex. We could be really hurting our health..
I don't know can anyone relate to this or have any thoughts on this???