I've just looked at one of my online profiles and realized I am 32 yrs old! I have been thinking about leaving my sexless marriage sincce I turned 30! It has been two years.... No hope! I look at myself in the mirror everyday thinking that I am getting old and missing out on life. What if I leave him when it is too late? What if I can never find a man who makes me happy? Yet I am still too weak to divorce him. I desperately need help! How many more therapist can I see? How much more can I talk to friends and family? What is wrong with me?
Sorry!!! But, I feel hopeless!
And, I am imbarressed to say that.. how many more sneaky sex in the hotel rooms can I have with my lover? I hate it! I do not want to live like this!