My story. We have been together for 9 yrs, pretty peaceful, and in the beginning we had a beautiful relationship.. Nowadays I feel empty, lonley, confused and frustrated.
He hasnt had any desire. to me, anyway in years. He has a sexdrive, a lusting issue, and pleases himself, if ya know what I mean, but not toward me.
Ive tried talking till I blue, till I cry, but nothing ever happens from it. I suggested counseling, but honestly It's money we don't have right now.
Ive tried losing a lot of weight, lost the weight, but it didnt entice him at all. Ive asked him if its the way I dress, nope, not it either.
He will kiss and cuddle, but honestly Im overly bored.
Im tired of feeling lost, confused, neglected and resentful, Its zapping my mood and my self esteem.
but admist all this, for some reason I still love him, but don't know why