I met my husband through my ex husband. My husband use to enjoy having sex with me and I as well with him then he stopped all of a sudden and just said to me one night "do I always have to touch you!" and then it just stopped he blamed it on maybe he has a medical condition then he went to the doctor and found out he had prostate cancer and he went through surgery and now he has no prostate he gets a psa test and he can't physically have an erection but he won't try anything else like foreplay or nothing. I have been living this way for almost 5 years now I don't know how much longer I can hold on to this kind of living. I have to satisfy myself and I would be lying if I said I didn't miss a touch of a mans hands on my body . I miss this so much. I sometimes wonder if we still love each other we tell each other but we don't show it.