for me

i dont care anymore about sex, i dont miss it. that sounds so odd. but its true. i just want to be happy, to be free of the pain i feel. i give -up on trying to talk to my husband, my words fall on deaf ears. he acts like r marriage is fine. no sex 4 over 8 years now. we sleep apart 4 over 10 years. we never kiss r touch. just the thought of him touching me makes me sick . we exisit in r marriage barely as friendsa. one day i hope i  will be free, but 4 know am gonna start living my life 4 just me.

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1 Response Feb 26, 2010

for me it wasn't hard to give up something that eventually brought me nothing but pain and disappointment. not hard at all.