Maybe In My Next Life

i am a .37 yr old woman.wife and mom. ever since i cld remember i always felt like a boy.i cnt tell u how awkward it is to live as a woman/wife/mom in that role.i dnt knw y i feel as tho i should b male.but this brings alot of grief in my life.i feel so uncomfortable i will not go outside unless i have to. to curl my hair or wear makeup makes me feel so out a place. to have hips and breast and this *** lol is very uncomfortable! i try everyday to b happy in my own skin and it takes so much energy! i wish alot i could go back in time to embrace myself as a male.  but i am married and loyal this being the hardest task i live with day and night!
BatV BatV
36-40, F
Aug 10, 2010