I Have Always Been Like This
my mind wont let certain things go. i think about things reaching as far back as high school or even earlier. things i wish i would have done or tried because maybe i wouldnt be so lost and lonely right now. i overthink everything and always think of crazy outcomes of things i say to people. i tend to assume that i said something wrong or in a weird way and i think about how they might react to it. i wish i could calm my mind down.