How Do You Mend A Broken Heart?

How do you mend a broken heart?
It has been decades since I felt this kind of pain
I had nothing to gain
I forgot what it felt like
It stayed out of sight
The first time, I was a teenager; I thought it was the end of the world
This pain is different. I am older now
I tried to make it better, somehow
Everything happened so fast
He left and I didn’t stop him
Please don’t go T*m
Too late
He didn’t even say goodbye
My pride took over and I didn’t even ask why
My head is still spinning
I didn’t realize it was real love, until it was too late, there was no winning
Once I understood, I tried to make it right
I said I was sorry, over and over again with all my might
It didn’t matter, it was over he said
He couldn’t forgive; there was no hope he said, so my heart bled
Now, what do I do?
Try and pick up the pieces, what do I use glue?
How do I pretend he never existed?
How do I pretend we never “were?”
I mean I didn’t know for sure
Our courtship was swift
But at the time, I didn’t realize he was God’s gift
I guess the ending is sweet justice
I know my heart will never be the same, I am left breathless
Our love just wasn’t meant to be
Apparently
I learned my lesson well
Maybe I was meant for Hell
To know no love on earth is dreadful
My mind will shut down, it inevitable
I will cease to be
Hell hath no fury says me
This hurts so bad, I don’t want to be
There is no way to mend a broken heart
Never fall in love
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JustcallmeCurly JustcallmeCurly
46-50, F
Sep 19, 2012