Real

Seems like I have been waiting my whole life and then some...
Maybe I wasn’t meant to love in this lifetime.
I just want something real, that I can feel.
Instead of this numbness, that is real...
The daytime reminds you, the nighttimes can be painful.
But when you dream away the pain you start to rely on your dreams.
To make you whole.
They are not real, be damned to be grateful.
I just want a reason to smile everyday or else I need to just go away
 
~Me
JustcallmeCurly JustcallmeCurly
46-50, F
Sep 20, 2012