Open Relationship Blues

    I got into an open relationship with a married man. Then had 4 children. I live in Asia (far from America) and now to  stay in the country he wants to marry me. Recently I can't  handle him with other woman. It makes me want to die. When I told him he said I can leave any time. I can leave the kids with him or take them with me. I love him but he only loves me if I never question him and he can do whatever he wants without problems from me. I'm not just with him for the children but it's a big part. What can I do. I really can't go on living?

yogamommy yogamommy
31-35, F
Feb 10, 2009