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Wife Of A Husband Who Has Chronic Anyone Out There Still???

I am looking for support from other spouses in my situation and this was the only group I could find but it looks like the latest posts on here were from last year :( Is anyone still on here?????????
PittMom PittMom 31-35, F 72 Responses Dec 25, 2010

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Add a husband suffers from chronic back pain today is been four years now since he has been at home. We have two small children all of his family has passed away. My family don't seem to care because of his attitude,anger and aggression. It was easy for me at first I thought that we could move mountains together. Now he hates himself,hates and blames god. Has nothing nice to say to anyone about anything. I seem to be his problem now because he hurts and I have gotten to where I don't care to be around his mouth and attitude. I love him with all of my heart but I feel like I have lost the love of my life. I'm so tired of the constant cussing and negativity it drags me down in depression with him. Life is just so hard

my husband has chronice pain from multiple illness and surgeries,, ,, its been 13 years of him going thru this, and I feel like it is ruining us,,,
I don't know how to help him anymore,, and im losing myself in the process,, im sorry ur going thru this as well, I understand completely,,,

I am there with you sister, am able to cope but it is very difficult.

My 53 husband had his spinal neck surgery 8 weeks ago. He is still walking with the walker and still experiencing a lot of pain in his legs. He waited 2 years before he dealt with this condition. Due to him waiting so long, I believe that he may have some permenant nerve damage. Especially from the waste down and his hands just don't feel the same to me. I believe this is really starting to dperess him, he is crying all the time. We have not had sex for about 5 months and I don't anticipate it ever happening again. He is not interesting in doing anything or going anywhere. It is so sad to watch, I am encouraging him to find joy where we are. I am praying that he will get better, but the Physical Therapist said that because he waited so long he may never be the same again. He is crying and I don't let him see me but I am crying too. I feel so lonely and isolatated no one seems to understand what he or I are going through. It is breaking my heart.

I love you so much Barb and I'm so sorry that you have to go through my life being in pain. There are times when I wish you never met me because you don't deserve this I know. I love you and wish I never injured myself. May God bless you as you try to stay by my side. DC

In the same boat. I understand the pain he's in but can't get over the constant negative disconnection he offers. I'm trying to stay positive but he's so angry

Hey I just found this site. It sounds cliche but I thought I was alone. My man has 5 discs out had surgery and was paralyzed for three months after. We have only been together for two years I love him so much in the beginning he was worried that I would leave him as that's what his first wife did when he got hurt I erasures him by telling him that if he ended up in a wheel chair he wouldn't see me anymore as I would be behind him pushing his chair. He still works full time and goes thru pain killers like candy and has become an alcoholic. We have 5 kids between us so child support on his end is crazy high and I don't recieve any from my ex. But that part is the least of my concern my biggest concern is our sex life our romance and talking and cuddling we don't even hold hands I can't touch him he barely gives me a peck on his way out to go to work we don't hug nothing. I take it personally i told him I can't handle this rejection and that I feel repulsive towards him he has no sex drive and had tests done and he now has low testosterone to the point he may need injections. I don't think this would be so hard for me to take in but before we met before his bad back he was a **** star so I just feel so unwanted when sex was such a major part of his life and we don't do anything unless he is drunker than hell or high on street drugs. I told him many times we don't have to have sex sex if it hurts his back too much but that we still both have hands and mouths and he couldn't careless. Not only that he has skin issues that he is trying to figure out with a specialist and the dr said he may be allergic to my bodily fluids as he breaks out in rashes on his penis after sex or he may be allergic to his own fluids. On top of that he is misserable towards me and only me I feel resented 90% of the time but then I think to myself is he just putting on a show for everyone else and with me he is comfortable enough to show his pain to feel what he is going thru but at the sametime I wish he would just put on a show for me every once in while just so we can enjoy our time together. I won't give up on him but it feels like he is giving up on me he tells me he loves me but some days there just isn't any emotion coming out it's more like its a habit of saying it like he doesn't even know I feel awful I feel selfish I feel guilty I feel ashamed of my own seems as though we have become room mates and I'm also his servant girl. I had a disc out before I know what it's like to have a bad back but I don't remember treating people badly for it.I'm 30 years old he is 34 and I feel like all the fun people are meant to have everything that you should enjoy and be happy about as live in the moment has been taken away and what we had in the beginning of our relationship was just a tease. He did tell me everything about his history and his back all that so it wasn't like he hid any of it I just didn't think it was going to get worse and tear us apart. We barely talk and f we do it's about his back and his pain he is in or about the wars and how he wishes he can push the button and watch the world blow up. He has tried to kill himself he has a massive scar on his wrist and he cut thru his tendon and luckily for his family (I didn't know him at that time) some called 911 and saved his life and he still wishes no one saw. It hurts so bad to know he wishes he was dead to know that no matter how much you try to improve their life they seem to hate you for it but when you are gone for one day they miss you so much they won't leave you alone they call and text and talk nonstop just can't seem to show that in person. I'm at my breaking point but won't leave him I know somehow some way we will get thru this we aren't married but there is no one else in this world I would rather be with it's crazy how some one can make you feel so lonely yet so loved is a vicious clycle almost. Not only that his kids love me and my daughter just started to call him dad this month and he is amazing with the kids which almost makes it hurt that much more as he will play with them and cuddle them and hug and kiss them tickle them do all that stuff with them but not me it breaks my heart I feel so unloved and left out but then I think no he's saving everything he has inside to be their dad and so I'm greatful for it too I'm just lost in so many contradicting emotions I don't have a clue what to do or think anymore.

Please PLease Please try to life life especially kind, nice, caring helpful toward him and I really think he will think about his situation and what a great girl he has in you. I really belive he will make the effort to love you and return the kindness you show toward him.

He does show it sometimes it just sucks being the punching bag all the time and he chooses when he wants to show it it's not freely shown like I show mine

Right here shug.

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I have also been looking for a group. I have been dating and living with my partner with chronic pain for 8 years now. Things have been bad lately, and I don't know what to do but be there for her. I work from home and do all the cooking, cleaning, shopping, etc. Lately she has hit a wall with her doctors and it seems no one wants to prescribe her the meds she has been on for over 10 years. She was diagnosed with chronic pain at the age of 12, and then at 18 diagnosed with a heart condition(Inappropriate sinus tachycardia) She has had to deal with withdraw a lot in the past 2 years and she just wants to give up on us and herself. I love her so very much, Im not sure she does anymore. She says the words and when she speaks of me to others Im the best thing that ever happened to her, but when she is around me its like she hates the fact that Im around all the time. What do I do? what do I say? I think I just need to talk to people that understand what its like to date someone with chronic pain. She is 26 I am 30

My partner also has chronic pain for the past year. She has a herniated disc that is compressing her nerves. She gets muscle tightness and spasms daily. She had a positive outlook but slowly she is losing hope. We have a one year old son. He was born around the time the pain started. It has been hard on us. I know she is in pain and tries to stay strong and do things around the house but for the past month everything has been on me. She still goes to work and I stay at home with our son and dogs. I do the cleaning and cooking too. I feel awful and selfish for writing on this site. I feel like I shouldn't complain but it is hard to hold it in. Lately we have been arguing. About anything... I have been so tired from housework, walking the dogs and taking care of our son. But I feel like work never ends for me (our son still wakes up in the middle of the night). She gets pain at 24hrs and even at night. I know it's hard for her to sleep too. I just don't know what to do anymore.. I don't know why we are argue so much and I don't know my I feel so angry and alone. None of our friends or family really know about the pain or how our relationship is going. It is quite the ride

I just keep going, I work 2 jobs as well as the cooking and cleaning. I guess it's easier for me because she has been disabled the whole time I've known her, it wasn't sprung on me. All I can say is that this will make you strong! Your kid will thank you for the strength you teach him/her to have when the chips are down. While things suck for us relationship wise at least I can take pride in knowing that I'm doing something good. Everyday I prove to her my love, and having her appreciate it would be nice, but I've learned to just be ok that she is kind of in her own world. At the end of the day you have to have the only respect that really matters in life; self respect. Very few people get tested the way we do. This is a chance for you to find out what kind of person you are! I think you will surprise yourself! Good luck! I'm here if you want to talk more!

Hello, it's just nice to know that other people out there are going through the same things my husband and I are. It's so hard to live a "normal" life when your partner is almost totally incapacitated. He's only 37, we've been married for 4 years now, when I married him he was playing disc-golf and roller-blading and now he is bed-ridden almost all the time. It feels like we are an elderly couple and I am the live-in nurse/house cleaner/bread-winner/driver etc... it's so much for me to do by myself and I feel like I'm trapped. I love my husband very much but living is really hard to do right now. Thanks for listening.

Hello there,
My husband is in pain, I can appreciate you writing in. Just so you know that you are not alone.
I am here and I am more than happy to correspond. I am really crazy about my husband.
It's heart breaking to see him suffer. He is a really intelligent man. You know men don't feel like they are men if the aren't able to do the things that they use to. nevertheless I let my love know that I am here anyway!
hugs and my thoughts and prayers are with you!

Wife of a husband in chronic pain...just signed on for the first time...hope someone is still on this site...just looking for some support. thanks :)

I need someone to talk to!!! My husbands pain and medication are ruining our marriage. He's like an emotionally void shell, of the man he once was. Is anyone else going through this. I'm on the verge of walking out. I need some support! Thank you all.

Hi SocalM ammax3,
I do understan d that its hard to go through this. I often put myself in my husbands shoes and say what if it was me?
He says he would take care of me.
Can you get yourself interested in hobbies? I realize that it is your husband that you are wanting to be with. However if my body was wrecked with pain, I wouldn't feel like I would be very good company.
I read alot, kick it with my daughters, crochet, work, and take time for myself. I know we wives have needs, but at the moment our husbands need us.
I hope this helps.
You can write me anytime!

I am in the same boat with a husband and his bad back for 5 years now. We have been married 20 years sex used to be so important. Now it is all him and me nothing but a vibrator. I am so depressed that he won't do anything for me. Always an excuse. If not his back his hands he won't even try other positions. He is retired and gets lazier by the day.

I'm in a relationship with this amazing man. we have been dating since Summer of 2011 and we're both 22. he's got chronic back pain thats only gotten worse. its hard sometimes but he is so ******* determined to stay sweet and stay talking that most days are great. he feels suicidal on days we cant get drugs, we have to get them off the street because his doctors probably think he's a pill popper so they won't prescribe pain meds!! so ******* frustrating!! in these couple years we've been together we have smoked weed, which he says helps a little, he has tried kratom from our local headshop which helped, pills obviously like pain killers, and even robotussin tripping because it is a dissociative drug. finally, this past couple months after going thru hoops for different doctors and continuing care with his primary care physician, he has found that laser heat therapy is helping a little. before, he would buy massages which lasted an hour and it helped but as soon as he left, his back would gradually go back to searing pain. I massage him less than every day but as much as I remember to. usually we're in bed falling asleep and I have to rub his whole back, his thighs, groin, butt, backs of the legs, and I can literally feel these super tight tendons stretching through his legs as if his muscles are too short for his tall body!! I don't know, but we keep praying every day and we are thankful because years ago he just dealt with it every day and now we are lucky to have jobs and connects to be able to buy drugs or weed whatever, but there's never enough for him to be pain free for an entire week. its very sad. it kills me. he says the only reason he won't off himself is because he knows me and his family would be completely devastated. I reinforce this all the time. we all need and love him, because he is so smart and interesting, he's polite, and funny. he's SUCH a gentleman. even in his pain, he will pop some extra pills just so we can make love. it is truly amazing. only recently our sex life is iffy because my poor love is so depressed and discouraged. he has terrible days where everything goes wrong just from losing money, getting bad deals, to having to say no to hanging out with friends because of pain, to little things like traffic being ridiculous, and his constant need to be around a bathroom. he is very prone to getting sick when his pain is excruciating. honestly I read about 8 stories. everyone says their sex life is down, they feel alone, and they have to complete a lonely life of responsibilities all while waiting to see the man they have been missing because he is clouded by his pain. KEEP IT UP! He appreciates it so much! he needs you! don't give up! he would do this for you, and maybe (you never know) you will receive a solution, and the tables will turn and you will need him. and he would be so happy to be there for you. my boyfriend has always been there for me with advice, love, care, understanding, a listening ear, hugs, kisses, sympathy, and any chance he gets we try to catch a movie in the comfort of our home, or go get dinner out, once in a blue moon. we love eachother so much, and he's always been here for me, so I'm here for him best I know how to be. the only thing I can't stand is cleaning up for him. he's always been really messy and it drives me up a ******* wall. it doesn't matter how much I clean he can dirty it all in a couple of days. so I don't clean any more. I don't know if I'm being cruel or if I'm just realizing that he'll learn to do it himself if I stop doing it for him. I want the best for him. I just don't want him in terrible pain either. it drives me nuts. anyways, I'm sure it will get harder the longer we're together but also, he's my best friend in the entire world. we're each other's soul mates. so I can't give up on him. He was there for me at the worst time in my life, so I'll be here for him in his terrible times. I just want to encourage everyone here to keepby their spouse's side. they don't have to say it and it could hurt their ego or pride so much just understand, they are so grateful but also feeling like a burden. do your best to prevent them from feeling like a burden. that makes someone want to remove themselves completely. so keep on keepin' on, feel free to chat. most of all, have patience and try to bring the light from the end of the tunnel a little bit closer for your disabled and crippled and hurting lovers. care for them. they are injured.

I am very sorry you are going through this. You both are so young. Does he have a diagnosis with his back? The tight thigh muscles are usually something with spondylolisthesis. Yes marijuana helps but I worry about getting pills off the street because of criminal element and you can't trust those kind. Try and get him to another doctor and try to get him some counseling. Is he on anti depressants? My husband takes nothing. No opiates just Meloxicam once a day. I wish he would take something. If weed were legal I would try it for him.

I am in almost your same situation and it's making life so difficult when it should be a fun experience. Getting doctors to respond enough and having to resort ro buyinf off the street is eliminating any hope of a financial future.

Glad to have found this group! My wife has had chronic pain for our entire marriage. She is a very strong person and has worked through the pain for well over a decade. She doesnt give herself any down time, fearing that if she stops moving the pain will get worse. She has taken to drinking and has gotten very bad - accusatory, attacking, abusive. I want to be supportive and help her through all of this, but also need to protect myself and my health. It's been going on for more than a decade. I love my wife and want to be here for her but don't know how to cope. Any experiences you want to share will be most helpful!

Yes. Just joined this group. My wife has been in chronic pain since a botched knee replaceable surgery 2 1/2 years ago. Other painful problems. Difficult to find a way to support and wish we could talkl about something else (fortunately we do sometimes but her pain mostly)

Wow, I just stumbled upon this page, as I am looking for support. My husband suffers from AS (arthristis). It wasn't too bad (or at least I didn't think so) when we first started dating, it's been 5 years now, and it is worse now, and it isn't going to get better. I think maybe we are still in the begginning stages? He does not talk about his pain much, unless I pry, then he seems to get frustrated with me when I feel like I am only trying to understand... It is really hard to watch someone you love go through chronic pain. I think with my husband, he is struggling because he is still so young, and he WANTS to do things that his body is not allowing. I don't know what that does to his ego and pride... I understand it is a struggle. On the other hand, I have been feeling like I am crazy, or like I am a horrible mean and selfish person, that he is the one going through daily pain, and I'm feeling hurt, unappreciated and rejected.... sometimes I sleep in the other room because I don't want to distrub him, and honeslty, it hurts wanting to be intimate with him, and getting rejected. He says it is not personal, and that he thinks I am beautiful, but after awhile, it is hard to believe when you just don't feel it. I give credit to all these people on here who are sticking with the people they care about, even though it hurts us as well, emotionally. Someone mentioned balance, and that is what I am working on right now. Trying to make time for myself, and not feel guilty. I guess I am struggling with outside realtionships.... I don't want to become isolated, and I am trying to find friends that I can spend time with while NOT feeling guilty about going out. Iwork full time, and we have two young children. He is staying home with them and is an amazing Dad. Right now, it is more of a issue between him and I on a personal level as spouses... I just don't know what the right thing is. I feel bad when I work all week then come home and feel like I need a break! Very stressful and overwhelming. I am just trying to deal with all the guilt issues, and now the feelings of resentment. Sometimes I feel like, I didn't sign up for this! Then I remind myself, I did, through sickness and in health.... I try and remember that if roles were reversed, i'd want him to be with me, but on the other hand, I wouldn't want HIM to feel isolated and trapped. So, I guess my mantra for now is balance balance balance. Just trying to find a way to love and support him, but love and support myself as well! Good luck everybody.

i read ur post and it moved me to tears. im in the same situation. his pain is bad at times, we havent had a strong sex life. although, like u, i understand, but after a while, it wears u down. my husband still works full time. i feel unwanted. its about ruined our marriage. we didnt have sex on my wedding nite. all i could think was wow this is the memory ill remember forever. i love him and i feel so bad for having these feelings. i accused him of an affair. he never told me he was hurting that bad, we just stop having sex. by the time he told me the damage was done. i hope ur situation has improved and all is going good for you. thank you.

I sure hope you all have had time to talk things out! I know you have probably already know this but...reassuring him helps!
As time goes on, I see many of the people that are writing and feeling the same way.
Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning

I think you are doing and awesome job! I know how you feel (totally) what I have done is take up time for myself, meditating, reading, making dolls, Call someone
or I write my feelings out on paper!
I also kiss my husbands check often. I love him to pieces!
I work in a hospital, I have seen many situations. There is nothing like watching a husband dote over his wife...she may be very well be taking her last breath. With tears in his eyes his whispers.....I love you honey and I'll see you in the morning!
If he's not much for conversation, find a good time when he is up to talking to you!
God Bless!

Wow, I'm so glad I found this story, it's nice just to be able to hear from others in this situation too. My husband (who is only 22) has such constant and severe back and neck pain that at times he can barely move, and he walks with crutches now. It's been heartbreaking to see him go from an extremely athletic, active, fun loving airmen to this miserable shell in only ten months. He's lost 40 pounds from the pain and nausea and weighs less than I do now (160 pounds, and he's 6'6"). To top it off, on top of taking care of him and the house entirely by myself almost 24/7 I've just found out that I'm pregnant. I'm excited but it's also pretty terrifying for an 18 year old, especially one who's living on the opposite coast of all her friends and family (aka support network)! I will be hoping and praying for everyone else who's commented here and I hope we all find some way of coping.

Hi guys I am on same boat as all of you. My husbnd works but is in great deal of pain, from his back to this lower body is all in pain. He has been to many Doctors but unfortunately they all fail to conclude his treatment. He was grumpy but now he is more. We have a 10 year old son I am just worried about him. I have applied for a job to that I can spend some hours outside the house, but I failed to get one.
I cant cope any more with his temper and frustration. I have tried in many ways to comfort him.I just dont know how to deal with this situtation. I feel all my happiness has been sucked out of our lives, no family time, no husband wife romance.
Just praying God to answer our prayers.

I know the feeling trust me,it sucks bad,and women need romance

I understand and feel the same too...

Yes we do! Mine has become a dull boy

I can relate to you. My husband sufferers from pain on a daily basis and has been for over a decade. His pain has progressed with every passing year. My husband's doctor basically told him he was "crazy" as did another doctor for a second opinion after running several tests. I applaud him for making it day by and I'm sad that there is very little I can do to help him. From the time he gets off of work he is stretching until he goes to bed. There are times where he misses several days of work and that takes a financial toll on us. I do my best to be supportive, but I do not always know what to say and do and sometimes I simply don't want to deal with it because it is simply overwhelming. While his chronic pain directly effects him physically, it too affects every aspect of our life together. Pain has taken away experiences we can have together; has taken away many aspirations; and has led to many sacrifices. I am in a position where I must find another job which in itself creates another barrier. With chronic pain, it seems there is no winning. I don't know how to cope with it in generally and most of all with the guilt I feel at times in wanting more in life. So far the only solace has been living day by day because to think of this situation in years to come is devastating.

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My husband, too has debilitating back pain after 3 failed surgeries. He's only had a handful of "good days" since Christmas. We have 4 kids and I am just so worn out! This has been our life for so long. We've lost all of our friends, have no social life whatsoever. I am very sad and lonely and would love someone to talk to that understands.

I would love to talk to someone as well,and I do understand

We are also on the way towards losing our social life...i would be open to speaking.

I wish I could help on this. We have no social life except my job is my outlet

Hi, if you get this response, contact me and we can exchange email addresses. I live with the same scenario as you and it has been the hardest thing to live with. Take care.

wow this is a very depressing thread,i'm trying to think of something encouraging to say but i'm so down and need help myself.all 4 years of our marriage were about his pain,doctors 3 manor operations.i love my husband dearly but also have my own emotional pain to deal with as it seems all of you do to.since he's been on the narcotics the pain seems worse and we have no sex life,i lost my job and am wondering whats gonna happen to us .i think about suicide daily.he at least has ssdi coming in if he found a roommate he could survive without me ,this life is just too hard for me i feel like a total looser in life with nothing to ever look forward to except to work till i drop.i'm severely depressed.does anyone have any hope to offer?i feel so guilty for having these feelings it hurts to see my hubby in pain all the time.he was allot more fun to be with before the drugs,his pain seemed less too.but i doubt i'll ever see that man again.

I just stumbled upon your site and am so delighted to have found it. I have been thinking that I am an extraordinarily selfish woman. My husband is recovering from a 4th level fusion and is now 12 weeks post surgery. His pain seems to be getting worse and he is spending more time lying down. His mood is getting darker and it sees that all conversations no matter what the topic eventually include back pain. I am continually trying to encourage him and support him offering him positive ways of looking at things. I do not think he can understand how it feels to be in my shoes and how it feels to come home each day from work to the same gloom and doom. I feel so angry and frustrated and alone. On most days no matter what I do it's not the right thing. He needs me but on his terms. He has been suffering with back issues for 20 years but this most recent bout started last July. I am so frightened and scared about the future. I am hoping I can cope and stay emotionally stable. Spousal back pain is overwhelming. I am so happy to find that my feelings seem to be common amongst those of us caring for loved ones in chronic back pain

You sound like me. My husband "needs me" but I don't know what that means. We have two young children. I do all the caring for them (except for his good days, which are down to about 15% of the time now), and just don't have time to spend with him while he lies flat. That is his only relief when the pain is bad. He is upstairs in bed, alone, feeling resentful and I am downstairs, running the entire household feeling resentful. He mentions suicide and how I would be better off without him. I do not want him to leave, nor do I want to leave him. He is my best friend - well, the old him anyway. I just need helping coping and I don't have anyone who understands in my life.

I understand exactly how u feel...I am in the same spot...

In my opinion, it’s a hard decision and you are still there because you want to be near. So far there are 78 responses on this page and I just read all. I feel like I read about my life 78times; definitely a piece of the puzzle in each response. I too appreciate all who have shared their experience here because it is such a lonely life and unusual to find anyone who can relate to the passive-aggressive, dependent adult whose parents send Band-Aids and turn the other way. Makes me have to shield my resentment of this situation to all. My own family has always loved him but sees what it’s done to me and so they tell me to move on (I have to do everything by myself). We are reaching 20 years of chronic lower back pain marriage and have three teenagers, so I am all in starting from my wedding vow to this moment. (All the time feeling loneliness, terrified, overworked, depressed, confused, tirelessly engaging the kids to make up for the lack of the 2nd parent participation.) We’ve learned a lot about pain killer side effects which seemed to be worse than the pain sometimes leading to suicide desire, extreme depression, nausea, insomnia, etc. To remove the side effects, he’s tried supplementing with acupuncture and heat suction, med marij, different pain meds, antidepressants and sleep aides, yoga/walk/swim/bike, massage, stretching machine, all the various experts reviewing his MRIs. Mostly, he screams in pain whenever moving into different positions (sit/stand). Huge spinal clinics in So.Cal and other doctors in different states have told him that he is a poor candidate for surgical success. He has had twilight exploratories and it was concluded that his pain moves around and the precise nerve not found. I recently checked into oxygen therapy and came across ozone therapy. Hang in there everyone and, although difficult, put pride aside, don’t take it personally and keep trying to initiate the close relationship you want. (I agree with getting angry from him using so much time on the internet and not using it to be productive! But on the other hand, the pain is so overwhelming; sometimes he just needs to catch that break) I do miss him when he is the stranger in our house. I tell him that he is a “time traveler” because he misses so much…responsibility, kids daily deeds. I don’t think he gets it.

What about sex? If he is in too much pain to have sex like every man supposedly wants to, then is THAT perfect??

Hi! I'm not married but I live with my boyfriend and he suffers from chronic pelvic pain. I need support.

I dont know what to say....too busy crying. Went thru a horrible first marriagd have 2 great kids remarried three yrs ago..thot my husband was so much more. Since we married continual bavk pain. He has a hx of seizures. Had some of has been hard. Had great sex life then it stopped...then it really stopped due to his bac. Cant rem last time. I have tried everything yo let him know i need to feel needed and nothing..he never talks about it..i bring it up in despetstion. Je says he will work on it and nothing. I feel hopeless. Should we b married?

Hi! My hub of nearly 10 years was diagnosed with a degenerative disorder and has painful peripheral neuropathy that is debilitating. I work full time and do 90% of the house work and support him the best I can, it is extremely difficult to have to watch him suffer and their is nothing I can do, I try to remain positive but sometimes it's next to impossible. I do not regret marrying him nor would I change it. Is what I am feeling normal? Am I doing enough? Too much?

Once you're doing all the rest of the work there's not much else you can do except take care of yourself. And tell them you're never leaving.

I am also the wife of a wonderful man who is constantly in pain. I'm looking for support from others in this situation. It's awful to watch the one you love in pain all of the time.

Hi I would love the opportunity to connect, I'm living with a spouse who is living with chronic pain, and it has changed our lives in so many ways.

My 23 year relationship is ending due to the effects of my husbands spinal chord injury/failed back surgery 8 years ago. I have been looking for support for years. Many of your stories could be my story, the paing that alters his personality, the dispair, the isolation, the guilt, depression and real medical problems from pain medication that just keeps him comfortable. Does a facebook page really exist? I could not find the one listed here.