Frustrated and Feeling Guilty
I have been married for 15 years and 10 of those years my husband has been suffering with chronic pain.
The chronic pain comes from a spinal birth defect, so he has had a number of surgeries to help, but none have taken the pain away completely.
So that is the basic background. Lately I have been feeling so frustrated. My life revolves around his pain level and I have lost myself in the process.
I have no friends and everyone in my family have given up on me except for my mom. I am not even sure I would know how to make friends even if I had the chance to.
We also have 2 dd. One is Aspergers and the other ADHD so they also take alot of my energy.
I am feeling so frustrated with my life, there is nothing left for me at the end of the day. Then I feel so guilty because my DH has it so much worse than I do.
Anyone else out there feeling the same?