I Want To Help

Hello again just me.
All of the pain in lives here has just broken my heart, I have prayed for strength for all. I know the pain so well, as my life as I knew it is over and the doctors don't offer any hope, only doom and gloom.
Ever action has a reaction, and for the most part all of us have damaged our bodies beyond repair, and now are forced to live with unrelenting pain daily.
I want to be here for anyone that needs a friend just to understand.
I know what it is like to want to blow your brains out, the guilt that follows those thoughts daily. The screaming in your body and your mind shutting down when its to much.
I have my computer and because my hands still work I can type ye-haw thankful for that, as soon they say I will lose feeling in my right arm . 
So in an effort to help others and myself, if you need that friend I am always here.
Smile when you can and laugh at every thing it helps.
mommaceitta mommaceitta
51-55, F
3 Responses May 12, 2012

Thank you for sharing. It really helps to know you are not alone. I strive to be as gracious as you are about your pain.

you sound a very brave person, with so much suffering, and yet you still manage to smile....good on you

life has many gifts, I try to unwrap mine daily. Many pitfalls in my walk. I am trying to find a way in my new life, always been the rock every one runs too, now they can't bear my pain that i try so hard to hide. So maybe i can be help to other on here, I sure hope to be, thank you for your kind words, I have been reading your stuff I love the poetry

thank you and i am very happy to be your new friend here, you sound a strong, gutsy person...keep writing and sharing!

Hi, what happened to you and we can chat if you like. :) Have a good hour.

hi, I left and came to my daughters house, she kidnaps me from time to time. lol such a good daughter. I sure hop you are having a good day.