Will I Be Able To Continue This Trust?Its been a year i m married to a man i love though it was an arrange marriage but yesterday when he said he can't live without me now i was on cloud nine. I kept smiling the whole evening. it was actually he said anything like that by his own i cant even put to words what it was like i actually am full of tears while writing it.
i never thought that he'll ever be able to forget his first love and accept me, but he did :D he is my first love i always wanted to love someone after getting married to him it was actually my arena. i have fallen for him the very day i realized he respect me no less than himself. i started giving him roses, chocolates but more i expressed my love for him more he got irritated. it was than a day he told me all these things remind him of his cheater.
I stopped it though it made me feel bad that i wasn't allowed to know it before that day. he started trusting me.
it was really hard to make him trust me, i had to remind him from time to time that i m not going anywhere, will not leave him alone. he loves i know it actually i m into reading his diary but i have to he never is open to his feelings i don't know y but he is
Now we have been planning to go Nz for pr, we both have gr8 scope there.
but now he cant take me along he said so......
I know its hard for me, but its even harder for him i didn't let him know it, but am feeling bad. i m afraid that il have to start from scratch. What if he leaves and never return i want him to succeed but i m terrified.......will i be able to continue this trust?