Lies Part Of The Disease!!!!!!Disease or excuse?
personally I think its an excuse.
Why are you angry? I didn't do that to you!!!! Wait I don't remember so I didn't do it...does this sound like your life?
Alcoholic / drug addict one then the other. I can't breath any more, I want out but I know ,the only escape will be death.
The mental abuse has broke me down. I was once a strong woman full of life, and despised women like the woman I have become.
I look back and now can see, but its too late for me.
I could write a book on all that I have endured from the hand of this man that I married. and if I could help one not to make the same mistake I would do just that. But for now I will write and release some of the heartache here, someone may read and no one may read, either way I have found a place to just release. I pray alot and most of the time when I write I feel the Angels carries my words in a form that God understands.
I know that in spite of my self God loves me and has brought me thur my life journey.
I am now a lot older and I hope a little wiser, so if I can help others I will say GET OUT NOW!!!!!
mommaceitta 51-55, F 15 Responses 4 Jan 2, 2012