I Long For Someone to Really Know Me
Recently, I find myself at a crossroads in life. I am looking for that person who really understands me. The one that knows what makes your brain tick....can tell when you are masking emotion or hiding from the truth. The one who knows what you are going to say before you say it. The person who knows me better than I know myself.
The thing is....I am not sure where this person is. And standing at the crossroads.....I don't know which path to go down. There is an air of mystery down one side....a glimpse of the unknown, and my curiousity is screaming at me to see where that leads. The other is a path that I know well, I am confident, secure and happy there. I know where it will go, and I know what I will find. I don't know that this is a good analogy, but my head is in a permanent state of confusion at the moment....and I am not sure whether the ideas are coming out the way I want them to.
Finding that person who not only knows you, but wants you for the person you are....it is a difficult and scary step to take. I have had previous issues that now make my heart try to protect itself from harm. This in turn can make me unwilling, or unable to fully open myself up to someone else. I know that in order to find what I am looking for, I am going to have to take that step and allow someone in....I am just not sure who that someone is.
The thing is....I am not sure where this person is. And standing at the crossroads.....I don't know which path to go down. There is an air of mystery down one side....a glimpse of the unknown, and my curiousity is screaming at me to see where that leads. The other is a path that I know well, I am confident, secure and happy there. I know where it will go, and I know what I will find. I don't know that this is a good analogy, but my head is in a permanent state of confusion at the moment....and I am not sure whether the ideas are coming out the way I want them to.
Finding that person who not only knows you, but wants you for the person you are....it is a difficult and scary step to take. I have had previous issues that now make my heart try to protect itself from harm. This in turn can make me unwilling, or unable to fully open myself up to someone else. I know that in order to find what I am looking for, I am going to have to take that step and allow someone in....I am just not sure who that someone is.
By:
Twilightangel29
Age:
26-30
,
Female
