I Don't Feel Anything..

Emotions have become a mystery to me, I don't seem to feel anything. I watch my friends and I can laugh and smile and when I need to I can cry, but I don't feel it. There's nothing below the surface. I have superficial emotions :| that's not good. I started blocking out all my emotions from a very young age, and now I guess I just don't know how to feel them, I don't get excited about anything, I don't spread happiness, though I wish I could, I don't convey sadness cause I don't feel it, when something affects me, it just happens on the inside, nothing comes past my skin, it's all in there, somewhere, I hope. I just cant get it out.

Phynn Phynn
18-21
2 Responses Mar 19, 2009

I have been there too last year. It was terrible, i know how it feels like, and i know what helped me. I basically dug out from my past the things i knew that made me happy. Of course this is very subjective and what worked for me may not work for you, so you just have to see what makes you happy with yourself and restore those things. Good luck with that.

i am stuck in the same rut. i fell into that void somewhere along the way and haven't found my way out yet. sometimes i think i am finding my way out, other times i just want to feel alive again. one thing that i actually think helps, is to do things that scare you, that challenge you. but i know how frustrating it is.