New To This

hello all this Is my 1st post here.I just wanted to see if others feel like I do here goes.

I have all ways had a feeling in me that i could never shake inside.I keep it hide like it was a dirty little secret.I never know how to talk about it or to who to talk to about it.Well I loved my mom and I still love her.she died when i was 12 she was 37. we all ways had a loving mother son relationship.we where best friends in fact I use to sleep with her and did till the night she died of heart attack in sleep and I woke and found her. now we never had sex but belive me she was a sexy woman with nice big breast and i use to love snuggling with her becuse it felt so jump to present time. am I sick for having sexual wants that include a woman to be my mommy? no mater how old no younger than 30? and if there are any mommy's looking for her baby boy I am right here in Waco,Texas.
babytagalong babytagalong
46-50, M
Jan 15, 2013