I Miss This

Most of my days are spent thinking bout you. The way you laughed those jokes the way you never gave up. You are and will always be a huge part of my life even if now your gone and I will never see you again. Someday though will be my time and I know you will be there waiting for me. I spend a lot of time thinking about you wondering if you see me cry every night. I wonder if you see how I hold your necklace close to my heart. I wonder if you hear me pray to you every night. Do you feel how much I miss you yet? I will strive to be like you in everyway. I can not wait to see you everyday I feel like another part of me is gone slowly I am loosing control. I never knew how hard my life would be without you here. Some days I feel like the accident was my fault. Would things have been different if I would have called you and stopped you for just a minute? Maybe you would be here today instead of in heaven. I just wish I could talk to you one more time I will never give up the hope.
BeckR22 BeckR22
Jan 5, 2013