I Lost My Son

I lost my 27 year old son.  Caleb on Dec. 25 2008.   Suside.  He hung himself.   I have a very hard time dealing with this.  When you tell someone else,   they realy don't understand you at all.   when Caleb died I felt that I lost everything.   I guess that I did for awhile.  I didn't eat,  I didn't sleep.  at a time i didn't want to live.   I know that it has been 14 months.  But I still feel very sad at times.  Shock feelings,  it's like ptsd.  

clynn55 clynn55
1 Response Feb 14, 2010

all I can do is give you (((hugs)))