Letting Go

Last night our friendship abruptly ended over something so silly. I cannot believe you would act so immature and selfish, when I was in a true state of need. Being locked out of my house and thinking I would have to spend the night on my porch, I really thought you would welcome me with open arms into your home or at least offer to help without acting like I just cut off your legs.

I am completely flabbergasted that you would remove me from your life because I needed help and it was INCONVENIENT for you. I have news for you buddy, EMERGENCIES usually aren't convenient. I would never have treated you the way you treated me in my time of need. I was angry with you because you were obviously angry with me and I didn't understand why. I didn't do it on purpose.

I feel duped. You are two people and it's time for me to move on. I can't take walking on eggshells around you anyway, because I never know who you will be on any given day. You accuse me of being unhappy and self destructive. Yes, I struggle with myself, but I also know that I am loving, beautiful person and I am trying to always be better. So, that's what I will take from this experience. How will I be a better, happier person? This is painful and confusing, but I must go forward and grow. I do not wish you any ill will, only that someday you will regret that you lost me.
ashleyg77 ashleyg77
31-35
May 11, 2012