My 16 Year Old Nephew Took His Life.... He Committed Suicide

On Dec 14th 2012... a few weeks ago... my nephew decided to kill himself.... There is a void so big in my heart that it literally hurts. So many unanswered questions.... there isnt a day that dont go by that I dont stop and think about him... wondering what was wrong? what was he going through? I wish I could have helped him.... what is so wrong at 16 that you just say to hell with life... LORD HAVE MERCY.... Life as I know it..... will never... ever... ever.... be the same... He was good kid.... got good grades... played football... loved to sing and dance ... always happy and smiling.... this is what makes this so hard to come to terms with.... something very very wrong was bothering him.. bless his heart.... and as much love and family and support he had around him... he chose to end his life.... i've learned that.... you can be right in the face of someone you know and love and not know that their world is in shambles..... No one saw this coming... Im sad......
LostOne40 LostOne40
41-45, F
Jan 7, 2013