I Lost Her..

During all these year i desperately wanted to fall in love with someone but i couldn't fine anyone. She was my good  or only one girl that used to be my friend. though i never felt like this but When i left the college i felt the thing that i miss most in my life is she. Though we talked with each other by sms and mails and She also miss me as she used to say. But i missed her badly and felt that there is something more going inside me about her. I was unable to keep that inside me and decided to tell her what i feel about her. But it was too hard for me. One day i came to know that she is committed with someone else. I had some feelings that she also feel the same the way i do but that was shocking for me. I told her how i feel about her and didn't wait for the answer.

I did know that after this we can't be friends as the way we used to be but i had too do this and finally i lost her....