I'm Thinking This Is It....

It's not over yet....  but I think it's inevidable at this point.


My best friend has a jealous girlfriend, who has just pulled out the old, 'ultimatum'.


My sadness is overwhelming at this point.  I was angry, and hurt, and now I'm feeling resigned to the simple fact that it's completely out of my control.  And although I completely understand.  I'm devastated.


And I want just one more conversation... just to know that he hears me when I say I'll always be here for him, no matter how much time passes and how old we grow, and I'll never forget.


I can't believe it.

rockyj rockyj
31-35, F
3 Responses Mar 5, 2009

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................. funny how an old story now doesn't hold much relevence....<br />
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Things are great between said friend and I :-)

Yeah he will. The problem is, that, so will I.<br />
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I'd never considered, it was even in the realm of possibility that there'd come a point where he'd no longer be a part of my life.<br />
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Even now, it seems surreal to me.

That sucks. He made a choice and now he will live with the consequences of it.