My Dog For 14 Years Gone Forever :(

last year i turned 17 in january, a few days later my one true friend had his life taken from him., we were going out so i went and kissed my dogs head like i always do i loved him too bits!! so we left, we came home a few hours later and there he was laying dead on the ground i just feel to my knees crying i couldnt believe it that he was gone. We found out from the vet that he was poisoned by someone and we later found meat which was thrown over our fence.

This dog was my life even today i will lay in bed and just cry myself to sleep cause i miss him so much . i grew so attatched to him i use to wake up in the morning and walk outside and he will be soo happy to see me he would protect me from anything if he saw me crying he would walk over and put his paw on my lap and just look at me with watery eyes its like if he could feel the same emotion as me. Blue heelers are the most amazing dog, after experiencing growing up with my dog Clancy from 4 years old to 17 years old its an amazing feeling. but hes gone now taken away from me by someones careless act :( well yeah im gona finish up here cause its getting a bit to much for me now im crying at this moment just at the thought of it....
Nathan211 Nathan211
18-21, M
2 Responses Jul 16, 2010

Nathan? I understand what you're going through and how you feel. I lost my Blue Heeler in October 2014, the year and month he would've been 14. He was having some sort of shaking attack or something, and it was happening a few times. I couldn't stand to see him suffer. I took him to the vet laying on a blanket in the truck, and they put him to sleep. I was really shaken up about it, I cried. I really miss Spot a lot. But all I know, Nathan, is that Spot is in a much better place now.

What can I say! Tears are running down my face because my dog died also. He was part of the family and when he died part of me died also. My brother who was Mentally Retarted loved his dog. He always walked him,fed him.played with him. It was the hardest thing we ever had to do was tell him when he came home from work. He cried and cried and there was nothing you could say or do to make him happy! Until........ About a week later his bus driver heard about our loss and told my brother that his dog had puppy"s. If it was fine with your Mom I will give you one!..Well.... He did"nt say a word! One Friday after work in comes my brother with a cute puppy! "Well.. what could my mom do. So my brother was happy again.. What I am trying to say is that in time you should think of getting another dog. Give it time Like the saying Time heals all wounds! ..I wish you all the luck in the world! Give it time it will get better just think of the many good times you had with your little one. My mom now has 3 more dogs... Don"t ask..... Anto815