My Boyfriend Died A Month And A Half Ago And I Miss Him So Much

on march 27 my boyfriend passed away and i miss him so very much. We have 4 kids. I still cant believe he is gone i think about him all the time and talk to him as if he were here. i dont ever want to move on in a relationship with anyone, i have went out with friends a few times and i felt a little better by getting out for a while. sometimes i think he will be walking up the stairs even though i no he is gone or think it will be him calling on the phone.i think of him all the time and when i look at all the pictures i can remember the day they were taken as if they were yesterday.i have so many questions on god and death i feel like i get sighns from him and i get so happy but i wonder if my mind is playing tricks on and just want him 2 be around.
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1 Response May 15, 2012

I am very sorry for your loss I pray you will be comforted.