a little less than a year ago my brother was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor that did not take it's time destroy his life and the lives of us who loved him. although he was older, my brother was my best friend. the one person who never judged anyone and could always help me out of a situation. basically, since he died 5 months ago i just don't know how to exist in a world where he doesn't. i feel like im still moving in slow motion and that it never really happened..