I Lost My Older Brother

A year and 2 months ago My husband and brother were in a car accident, My brother passed away soon after reaching the hospital. The shock of losing him was unimaginable. He was 1 year older then me and was more then just a brother to me, he was a friend, and father figure as well. I have had a very hard time dealing with my loss, I miss him so much!
Imissyou Imissyou
26-30, F
1 Response Jul 23, 2007

It's still so new for you and I am so sorry for that and for your loss! I remember a year after. You're still counting the months right? Every month has it's anniversary of the worst day of your life. I know. It's been 7 years and I only count December 6th now. But I look back and realize that every day is the anniversary of this horror of an experience. Each day without my brother is kind of only half of a day. I miss him so much. I was just under 2 years older and we were so much alike. he was my best friend in the whole world. I have one other sibling. I just realized now that I refer to her as my best friend. it's so bizarre but she is, but I know that she wouldn't be if he was still here! I am still so sad but I can tell you that it gets easier. He's still around.....