I Lost My Father to Cancer
When i was about 5 yrs old my father lost his battle with a brain tumor. So i never really grew up with that 'father figure" but i can tell you that i believe me and him are the same person. I was his only blood child, i live through him, i breathe through him, i see the world in his eyes thus making everything i see..so beautiful.
Growing up wasn't so easy, the pain in your mothers eyes, the cops being called to your house because of fights from her and my half sister. That led me to have marked to severe anxiety. Yes it was a major disadvantage but them i came to my senses about 6 months ago and said "screw depression, screw anxiety, screw everything..this is NOT was i was intended to be" ..
so here i am, standing in front of myself..so proud..
that ive let go of all my regrets and am focusing on who i want to be
who my dad would be proud of(:
R.I.P papi
Growing up wasn't so easy, the pain in your mothers eyes, the cops being called to your house because of fights from her and my half sister. That led me to have marked to severe anxiety. Yes it was a major disadvantage but them i came to my senses about 6 months ago and said "screw depression, screw anxiety, screw everything..this is NOT was i was intended to be" ..
so here i am, standing in front of myself..so proud..
that ive let go of all my regrets and am focusing on who i want to be
who my dad would be proud of(:
R.I.P papi