I Miss Dad

I lost my Dad to Bladder Cancer 3 years ago. It spread into his lungs, liver and bones. On day he just turned over in bed and his hip broke. He tried to walk and fell into the floor not knowing the cancer had eaten through the bone. We spent many hours in the hospital having tests run and taking blood transfusions and taking Chemo. We finally had to let him go and say goodbye. That was the hardest thing I have ever done. He went from a 6ft. tall dark complected healthy man into a skeletal, pale shadow of what he once was. I still tell him I miss him and wish he were here to talk to. I know he is in a better place but I just miss him so much.

Arnoldsmom Arnoldsmom
51-55, F
Mar 23, 2009