Heart Failure

He died of a heart attack or heart failure when I was 5. The worst part was that I was the one who found him dead, so my mom couldn't play it off, you know? After that, my cousin came in my room, when the cops were there, and I was playing my SNES. He asked if I missed my dad. All I did was nod.

I stayed with my aunt that night.

At his funeral, in KY, I had no idea what was going on.

I miss him so much. After Hurricane Katrina, I cleaned up my house and found all these things of dad's. Things that I love as well as he did. I just wish he was there so I could have someone to talk to about the music & stuff we both liked.

I remember some things we did together, but not enough. What I have is just not enough. I would give ANYTHING for him back.



ChunChun ChunChun
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 24, 2007

I agree with the other 2 comments here, My husband died almost 7 years ago, and I had remarried over 2 years ago, I was doing laundry and saw a tall husky figure go from my Bedroom to the bathroom, Then my daughter in law was cooking and saw a tall husky figure standing in the hallway, There was weird things happening here, cupboard doors opening,dryer door shutting when it was shut, other things happening, The marriage I'm in now is a disaster and am getting out of it, I honestly believe that the shadow was that of my passed husband warning me that its only going to get worse, so I went with my instincts. So YES I to believe that he are looking out for me,