Horrible Past

I went through a lot of shoking experiences as a child. My father died when I was 10 years old. I will never forgetthe day when I walked into my neighbors house and saw him hanging lifeless. I did not know what to do or think. It has been few years since that incident, but I have to live with it every day. I know that life must continue!!!
NationalGuardChic101 NationalGuardChic101
18-21, F
3 Responses Mar 27, 2007

I've been through a lot in my childhood too, but never this far. I was hit by my dad or sometimes mom, and I was abused by one of my relatives but I never told anyone. Just have all the strength, power, and determination that you can and try to get through it, and that's what made me move on with my life. I know that how much you try, you'll never forget what hapened. But consider it all to be from the past, and try to concentrate on your future and what you got, you're still young like me and you have a whole life ahead of you so don't let that block your way. By time you'll realize that what happened had strengthen you up and you'll become a stronger person. Just try to move on with your life and everything will be just fine.

OMG, i feel sick for your expierence. As a mother i shamelessly admit that i tried to kill myself, thinking stupidly that my kids would be better off without me. LUCKILY it didn't work, and i realized when it failed that i would NEVER do it again!! I hope everyone, with kids, who is considering suicide sees this. I'm sick with what happened and with what u saw, my heart goes out to you!!