Sense Of Loss.

My father died when I was 14 years old,I lost him to a heart attack.Before it happened I aasociated death as something which is associated with aillness whch is around for sometime and which gives you reasonable time to realise that inevitable is about to happen,as this is how I had seen my grand mother pass away but when it came to my dad just a few seconds ago he was alive and then something happened and he was no more,there was no disease,no ailment,no suffering nothing but all there was an abrupt end.

I was too young to even understand what had happened and what that meant for me but my life was defenitely in for a change.Losing your father at that age is a life changing experience for most people but I am still trying to figure that out for myself.