I Am Scared

I need to hear him. I need to see him. I need to be with him. I am going crazy. its almost been 4 years and nothing has gotten better.

i havent gotten any stronger and its killing me. i dont know what to do anymore. i can't go 3 days with out missing him. i can't go 10 seconds with out needing him. i just need to hear him say he is proud of me. i just need to hear it. please if anyone has any advice please just say it cause i need it.
mark123321 mark123321
2 Responses Dec 10, 2012

Crying because this is exactly how I feel

Nobody lives forever all of us including you are gonna die sometime. I am sure your dad would not want you to be this way. He would have wanted you to be happy. God knows that is what I would want for my daughter. Whether she remembers me or not does not matter as long as she is happy after I am gone. I am very sure, your dad can see you from wherever he is and he just wants you to take charge of your life and spend it happily and usefully.