I Haven't Lost...

I haven't lost my Father yet, though currently he is dying but i lost my DAD at the age of three when he started sexually abusing me. I obviously don't remember it starting that early but my older brother walked into my room, unannounced and saw what he was doing, years later when i confronted my father (i do not call him dad, because a dad to me is a term of endearment) my older brother told me what he saw. So i consider my *dad* to be what i refer to as a *living death*. He is physically still on the earth but as a dad he is dead to me.
AlwaysRemembers AlwaysRemembers
41-45, F
May 25, 2007