Father

Last Tuesday my father died. I might him for the first time last year. I only met him once. I spent my life trying to find him. Once I did I found out he was completely disabled he had two strokes paralyzing him to the point he couldn't even speak. I was completely devastated and now a year later he is dead and I have no clue what to do. I wish I could have had at least one memory of my father.

 At the moment I don't know what to do. All I seem to be able to do is cry.