Lost The Love Of My Life To Cancer On Dec 19th 2012

My boyfriend and I had been together for 7 years, he was the best step father to my 8 year old that I could have asked for and we also shared a 1 1/2 year old baby boy.. We found out almost exactly a year earlier that he had cancer..never in a million years did I expect this to happen..He was 29 and completely healthy and active otherwise..Life.. Its just so unfair and I absolutely HATE it..I feel so lost and I have no idea what to do with myself..and I have lost the motivation to do simple things..I dont know how I am going to ever get through all of this.. now Im raising two children on my own..and Im just sooo overwhelmed with everything right now...I hate cancer.. and I hate how unfair this stupid world is to us!
carmelita21 carmelita21
26-30, F
2 Responses Jan 8, 2013

I feel so sorry for your loss & pain. I have a daughter fighting it. I don't dare imagine what the pain would be if she passes. I do know a person always feel the loss that never goes away. It does take time for the open wound to go away tho. I pray others in your life know how to truly be there for you. My prayers are with you & your children, sending love & light.

So sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my mom to cancer in 2010. It's a terrible illness. I know it's easier said than done but keep your head up.