My Freshman YearI'm relelately young, but I do believe I have lost the innocence I once had as a child. Definately. Looking at me, some people would still think I'm the innocent one out of my group of friend with my looks, sometimes described as "angelic" (lol!!) I have blonde hair, ice blue eyes and deep dimples and can get away with murder!
But it was in my freshman year I really lost my innocence. I started wearing make-up, getting the boys and dressing like a sl*t to discos. I have done other things that would probably surprise a lot of people too that I don't even want to mention on here.
I had a secret boyfriend coz my friends hated his guts. I am a hearbreaker. I ended up breaking his heart too. I flirt with guys a lot. I want attention. I had a bit of an eating disorder earlier this year where I kept making myself throw up (I'm ok now) and exercise obsessively. I was bullied when I was younger and teased for being different. I had my first snog aged 12. I've gone behind my friends' backs, my familys back. I've done other things that I am certainly not proud of too, but what's done is done. And my innocence is gone.