Still Find It Hard To Accept

Last July I had my right leg amputated threw the right knee. I had no idea the pain I'd been suffering was a embolism in my stomach. The doctors had been. Treating. Me for sciatica. I went to a&el on the sunday with my young. Daughter in horrible pain and two days later woke up with my leg gone. I still can't get it into my head that this is real. I feel angry and most of all lost. I have three children who have. Been affected so much and I feel guilty for my self pity.
Anniexxx Anniexxx
41-45, F
Jan 12, 2013