finally ...........i had to give up
The most awful day of my life , my worst nightmare came true on the very perfect day , yes this was the Valentine's day ..and he said NO to me. writing this whole thing is making me cry , but I had to give up after 2 years of waiting for him. That night , whole night my eyes didn't stop pouring even without any effert. What he told me , is etched in my mind , but i decided I will not let me throw again in a long depression of my thoughts. This time nothing will be repeated.. nothing.