I Miss My Mother

I MISS MY MOTHER SO MUCH. IN MARCH SHE WILL BE GONE FOR 9 YEARS. I HAD JUST HAD MY LITTLE GIRL AND SHE WAS ONLY 2 MONTHS OLD WHEN MY MOTHER DIED. SHE WILL NEVER KNOW HER GRANDMOTHER AND THAT MAKES ME SAD. MY MOTHER WAS A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN WHO WAS WAY STRONGER THAN I WILL EVER BE. SHE SURVIVED SO MUCH. POLO, BEING MOLESTED(I WAS TOO), AN ABUSIVE HUSBAND AND OUT OF CONTROL CHILDREN(WE GAVE OUR MOTHER GRIEF) BUT THE DIABETES TOOK HER FOOT AND THE HEART DISEASE TOOK HER LIFE AND NOW IM LEFT WITH AN EMPTINESS THAT NOTHING CAN EVER FILL. SO IF UR MOTHER IS STILL HERE LOVE HER AND BE HAPPY THAT U STILL HAVE HER. I WISH I COULD HUG MY MAMA AND TELL HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER BUT I CANT. WHEN I WANT TO TALK TO MY MAMA NOW I HAVE TO GO TO A COLD CEMENTARY AND TALK TO HER HEADSTONE. REST IN PEACE MARTHA LUVENIA LETCHER HOLLAND, MY BELOVED MOTHER JANUARY 30, 1948 TO MARCH 10, 2002, I DIDNT APPRECIATE YOU WHEN U WHERE HERE. IM SORRY FOR ALL THE **** I PUT U THROUGH. I MISS U SO MUCH MAMA AND I HOPE YOUR HAPPY AND AT PEACE. I HOPE I WILL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN ONE DAY, LOVE ALWAYS MONIQUE
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2 Responses Jan 7, 2011

I feel in my heart that our love ones still can sense the love for us, and look over us in times of need. My dad died when my son was eight months old and I wish so much he could have known my dad, but I have tried to keep his memory alive and for my son to know the kind of person he was by sharing the memories of my dad. Hugs to you and tears.

hy monique !it seems as you forgott something to say as your mother was still alive,but i am sure she unterstood this - i think we all make the same faughts not to say enough how we love our nexti am sure you will meet her in heavenkhei