I Just Lost My Mum

i looked after mum for most of my life she needed help with almost everything, i lived with mum and we spent all day every day together. and she was my best friend and my only friend. i have no bothers, sisters and no dad. i never had time to make friends as mum always came first.
i feel like someone has ripped a big hole in my heart and every where i look there is mum things, i get up on a morning and expect to see here in the kitchen but it's just me. i'm so lonely and heart broken words carn't even describe