The Greatest Mom In the World
September 2, 2009, I held her hand and told her that she could go to God and I was going to keep holding her hand. She died an hour later, I was still holding her hand. She stopped eating a month ago from complications of breast cancer. I was her only daughter. I called her three times a day and saw her twice a week. I loved her more than anything. She was my hero. She will always be my hero. She was the most incredible human being. She was 83. The word impossible was not in her vocabulary. She was amazing.
I don't know what to do now. Every night I get this overwhelming need to talk to her and call her like I did every night and now I can't and I don't know what to do. The fact that I can't and never will is too much for me.