My Story

2 years ago, i lost my father to open heart surgery, my name is Erik and i am 17 years old. I used to live life pretty carelessly, i had all i wanted, and lived in a nice suburb. i am currently living with my mother who divorced my father at my age of 3, and my mother, not being as financially stable as my dad, the carelessness of my life soon disappeared. I am also in my last year of high school. But for a while now, I've been feeling confused about everything, all my motivation in life just seemed to drift away and i have no idea what is wrong with me, i was filled with ambitions and dreams but i fear that soon this will also be completely gone. Does anyone have an idea on how to fix this? i want to be successful, but i keep feeling something is holding me back.

erik1010 erik1010
18-21, M
Feb 14, 2010