Use To Be...

I lost him 2 years ago.

Its hard to tell people with out getting sympathy, so keeping it to myself is easier.

Tool88 Tool88
18-21, F
5 Responses Feb 9, 2010

I lost my brother, he was 10, I was 12. I'd like to say the mourning gets easier but I cant, I'm now 46. I still cant go to his grave without balling my eyes out. I dont get there often as I'm in another state. You simply never forget them. What does happen is you fill the void with all the happy memories and gradually your heart is not as heavy. It takes time and everyone is different, those who have not lost someone so close just dont get it. You'll never forget him and I hope Glen McGrath's story is inspiring enough for you to know that when you are ready, you can start a new phase of your life.

I lost my brother, he was 10, I was 12. I'd like to say the mourning gets easier but I cant, I'm now 46. I still cant go to his grave without balling my eyes out. I dont get there often as I'm in another state. You simply never forget them. What does happen is you fill the void with all the happy memories and gradually your heart is not as heavy. It takes time and everyone is different, those who have not lost someone so close just dont get it. You'll never forget him and I hope Glen McGrath's story is inspiring enough for you to know that when you are ready, you can start a new phase of your life.

He passed away 2 years ago, sorry i stupidly forgot to put that in

Talking about it is good i agree... with close people who care about me, but when people ask why im single im sick of looking like a weirdo and saying i don't want a boyfriend.<br />
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When in fact its because i want him back, not just any old boyfriend...<br />
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It's hard to not tell people when they ask or are curious, but even harder to face that look of pity when i reveal it. Id rather keep it close to my heart.

I belive that talking about it is easyer you cant keep it botteld up inside you need to let it out. Theres only so much a person can take before the explode Im here to listen tell me what happen youll be amazed on how much better you will feel.