My Love Was Left Behind.

Jay and I met in Florida three years ago and within months we feel in love he was the best thing that had ever happend to me I even had his named tattooed on my breats he was the most funny, lovable, thoughtfull, gentel, caring, man I had ever met he was so good to me he would draw mw bubble baths buy me flowers and treated me like a queen soon after we had a baby my fourth and his first we moved to NYC not by choice and everything has changed for the worst he is not the same person I fell on love with I dont know where my love went he stayed behind and I will never get him back and knowing that hurts so bad. I will never see my true love again he has gone now the man Im with is a stranger I dont know him why am I still with him? A part of me is wating for Florida jay to come back but deep down I know I lost my baby for ever. PLEASE COME BACK . Im still wating three years five months and 7 days.
latinlana22 latinlana22
22-25, F
6 Responses Feb 10, 2010

You know latinchulo24 I do love him and I am upset because he made me belive he was this great man when he really wasnt. But you know through time I have realized that I cant change him he has to change for himself. We have broken up before I think we arent ready to let each other go yet thats why and it not easy for me latinchulo24 nice user name by the way how would you feel if you where in my shoes? I miss my baby and I think I have a right to complain if he has changed with me.

look it sounds like u r still upset with this man and if that is the case why dont u just let him go already. it sounds like u dont even love him anymore. why put u and him though all of that if u really dont want to be with this man.

look it sounds like u r still upset with this man and if that is the case why dont u just let him go already. it sounds like u dont even love him anymore. why put u and him though all of that if u really dont want to be with this man.

look it sounds like u r still upset with this man and if that is the case why dont u just let him go already. it sounds like u dont even love him anymore. why put u and him though all of that if u really dont want to be with this man.

I have tryed oh so many times to talk to him and tell him he has changed in fact he reads my lips as I say it I ve tryed to figure ouy what has happend that has made him change but he has no answers. We have broken up because of his ways but eventually gotten back togther I think its because I still hold on to the man I know he can be never knowing if I will ever get him back. We have been together for almost 4 years and part of the reason I came to NYC is because his family is here and he was unhappy with out them so we came thinking he woupd complete but it seems everything has gone wrong. Sometimes I dont even know why we are still together I do still love him

Changing jobs, locations are extremely stressful on lives. Have you ever really just sat down with him and talked about what has changed so much that it's effected his outlook on life? How long have you two been togther? Ask yourself, have I changed because of the children growing up? Are you really happy moving so far away from family and friends and can that be the basis for him becoming detatched in your relationship?