Don't Know What To Do Anymore

Everything seems pointless, I have no idea what i'm going to do for a job.  I not really passionate about anything anymore.  I feel like screaming because it's so frustrating to not know what to do.  I had so many hopes and dreams but they seem far far away and out of my reach.  I need help and guidance but controlling my moods is up to me.  It's hard feeling depressed and hopeless the majority of the time.  I spend most of my time spacing out or writing lists of things to do that I always forget about because i never want to do anything.  I know i'm young and shouldn't be feeling this way but i do and i hate it.  I want to be happy and successful.  But deep down inside i feel like a failure and very sad all the time.  I have lost my obligation and motivation to keep moving on because i don't know what i'm moving towards.

Wiccanrockstar Wiccanrockstar
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 23, 2010

Silly girl, you are just beginning, without work experience, profession, or education, so do what milllions other girls do, go to junior college. It cost $12 a class, and get the basic 3 R's out of the way. I guarrantee within 1 year you will fine your true love to pursue, and it an't guys. <br />
I hated high school, and college, but I still went to college to get started.<br />
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Good luck in your pursuit of happiness.