Up Hill Battle

If you haven't noticed I haven't been on ep in a very Long time. January 5, 2009 I lost my sister Elaine to Cancer. It's been a really hard battle for me. I moved in with my sister in June and she went in for her bone marrow in september And everything seemed to be going really well. Until She came home in December. She Caught an infection and went back into the hospital where four days later she passed away. The worste part of it I was holding her hand when she let go.. So pretty much these past months has been Devasting for me...

matthewsmommy matthewsmommy
18-21, F
3 Responses Feb 19, 2009

My heart goes out to you......... I lost my sister on January 9th, 2009....... She was my best friend (truly we could talk about anything) Please know I will be thinking of you this next year as we face all of the first without our beloved sisters... Peace, Lisa

I am a survivor (13years) and call it survivors guilt if you wish but I am truly sorry for you and your family's loss.

Damn. What's worse is that this is the second person you felt leave this world (held hands as they died). The silver lining is that she's not n any more pain, but it still doesn't take away from the hurt in you. I hope that in time your heart will heal from this and you will remember the good times with her and hold them in your heart.<br />