A Sad Day

when i was 18 i was 5.5 months pregnant when i had an appendicitis attack. i was rushed to the hospital and went straight t surgery. they told my husband and parents that the baby and i may not make it. Well against our grim odds, we both made it through. 4 days later i went into labor and gave birth to my son. There was no doctor in the room! He passed shortly after birth. I haven't had but 6 or 7 dreams since then in which 4 or 5 of them were right after i came back home. Now i am having a dream at least every other night. i dont know what to make of it. i had alot of dreams when i was pregnant, not many before, and not many after. Now here they are. could this be from my recent move or something else?
ilovemysoldier ilovemysoldier
22-25, F
1 Response Feb 27, 2007

Keep a diary of these dreams and when they occur. I bet you'll find they appear when you are under stressful situations or events. Or you may have suppressed your mind against THIS event so much, your mind is now trying to open up to it, perhaps even heal. Your current move may be more stressful for you than you've thought or willing to admit. Or perhaps you're dwelling on the event more lately?? Whatever, my sympathy goes out to you and your family. Only "time " can heal these situations, and really, how does one measure "time " for this kind of thing??!!